Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I've Lost Count!

You will be happy to know that I have lost count! You see, I had been counting the days since LOI and had become very obsessive about it! So much so, that I was starting to feel myself becoming very depressed about the whole situation. Well, through lots of prayer and with the help of my GOD....I would have to look at a calander to tell you at this moment!
I've also stopped stalking the adoption forums waiting to see if others near me have gotten their LOA. I've been keeping myself busy trying not to focus so much on when paper work will arrive.

Last night, a friend texted me and said that she felt lead to tell me that not only is this in HIS timing for Lynleigh...but also, it's HIS timing for my boys. This is my last summer to spend with just them and that I need to focus on making them feel important as well as spend time teaching them God's word! (I added that last part because I feel like God is saying to live it up for him this summer!!!)

So, here's to summer...and not knowing what day it really is!!!


  1. Tobie, I feel the same way. I don't really know what day we're on, but I'm resigned to the fact that it's probably not coming today. I do hope our LOAs come soon, but I am just trying to be as laid-back as I can be. (But oh, how I'd love for them to come on Friday....) ;)

  2. I too am hoping our LOA comes soon, our time line is very similar... but I also know our kids need this time here too!
    Hoping there is lots of news for many of us soon!
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