Since I only have one follower on this blog, I can vent when I need too!
This weekend I spent two days at the MIL's house in FSM! The phrase I never want to hear again..."It's ok...you're special because you're the only girl!" I was so frustrated the whole time because there were three other kids in the room that are just as special or more!
Then I started thinking on the way home...how special will our baby sister be? Wow! I can't stop thinking about it even today! I'm so looking forward to the day that God picks out the special little one that will come and live with us forever! Won't she just be the most special little thing ever? She will be welcomed into a family with two wonderful little boys! They are so different and will bring such joy to her life! Brady already prays for his baby sister almost daily! He talks about her as if she already lives here. And I know in his heart he already loves her! Then there's the other one! Kaden says he wants a "bebe siser"! He is too darn cute when he says that! He will be the one who teaches her everything she needs to learn and everything she doesn't! He will be the one who beats up all the boys at school just for looking at her! And he will be the one who waits up at night for her to return from a date!
I know that she will be special because she will be the only girl....but she will be special because she is the little sister of the most awesome two little boys in the world!
In the meantime, I have requested an adoption packet from Holt International. It has been recommended by a lady at church who used the same service! I thought we could get the infomation and start praying over it now! I have also been looking at grant money and also praying about fundraising! I know that God wants us to become a forever family to a sweet baby girl! I also trust that HE will provide the funds to do that! Now, I'm just waiting for HIM to show me the way! If we could get a couple of grants, tax credit, fundraise, and what ever else he leads us too...then we could pay out of pocket and that would be awesome to not accure any debt!
Please help us pray for our baby girl...her biologocial mother...and how God wants us to fund this addition!